Hey Stranger

Just when you thought you got rid of me... i come back.

Hey there strangers as you can see i am popping my head in to say "Hi" and that i miss you all soooo much. I find myself going through withdraw. I miss Reese's funny post, J's comments, heck everyone's comments. Desiree's, Marissa, Monica, Janette, Tannia, Kim, Jessica and Joanne's, Girl's encouragement, Mari's writting, Caro's writing.... Elle and Irene i miss you ladies also...damn i just miss all of you guys.

A lot has happened since i last wrote on here and from looking around here today i can see that i have alot of catching up to do. (Damn J you sure have been up to alot)

I dropped my American goverment class because eh i don't need it for my degree so i *should* have some more time to be on here again.

My padre was sick this week so i had to run the family business. Other then that and going to school nothing new has happened.

Well i should update you on what when on the last two weeks.

Right after my birthday i went through some sort of an emotional breakdown. It was the weirdest thing ever. If someone would have told me that was going to happen i would have canceled my birthday. Why didn't anyone tell me that this would happen to me once i turned 24? All these emotions just hit me at once and it was just to much for me to handle. So some how i tried to work my way through it and go to school and this week running a business. It's been nuts out here i tell you.

Bueno i am doing better and some how i made it out alive and in one piece. I realized something's during my two week breakdown and i let go of others. I never knew just how close Caro and I are until she was gone for those two weeks and i had no one to talk too. I missed her sooo much it's not even funny. Pero we made it. Ha Caro? some how we made it.

I ended the whole Adrian thing because in the end i was just not feeling him. He is a great friend but he was just not doing it for me in the boyfriend department. So i am still accepting applications if any of you know any cute single guys who happen to look like Daddy Yankee or The Rock send them my way :)

I never got that kiss and in a way i am happy about that since now Adrian and I are still just friends even though he claims i broke his heart ( yeah right..i don't believe him) he says i was/ am the only girl that he could ever see himself with for the long haul. Aww que lindo... he is a sweet guy its just to bad that i don't feel the same way.

No new guys to report about. Umm let see what else...*thinking* oh yes school is killing me or it was. I LOVE my music history and childrens lit class but i hated my american goverment class. I was soo happy when i found out i could drop it. I was checking and i should graduate in Dec. Woot go me!

I have to go to a wedding tomorrow. I really, really don't want to go to this wedding. This girl we know her name is S is getting married tomorrow. The thing is we ALL hate her. I mean no one can stand her, but she yet invited us (why i don't know) so now my parents are saying that we have to go. I have tried to get out of it but they are just not hearing it. So since i can't get out of going to this wedding i went out and bought some new clothes got my hair did ( i now have red highlights) and tomorrow morning i am getting my nails done. Shit if i have to go to this thing i am going to look good.

Ay que mas.... well it looks like thats about it. I am going to go spend some time this week reading everyones blog and commenting. I also have to read the 300 and something emails waiting for me on yahoo. The sucias have been busy :)

I missed you all... oh go check out Caro's blog she update with pic's from D.R. OoOoO i just remembered something else Caro comes home on tuesday...YAY!!! i am so excited. I can't wait! Caro when you come home we are so haveing a parking lot convo.

I am not going to spell check this and i know there are alot of grammatical mistakes but right now i don't care.