Yesterday

So yesterday I had the WORSE migraine and I had to go home sick from work. I went home and I went to sleep. I woke up and it was 5 in the afternoon so I ate some soup and then I went back to bed. I woke up this morning feeling better even my cold is better.

Today I am going to go back to Target and see if they have a jump rope any jump rope will do. I need to get rid of my belly if I do that I will be happy. I love my big butt and thick thighs, I don't want to lose those but I would like to have a flat belly.

I am disappointed in myself this weekend my cousin Raquel came by and she looks great she has lost a lot of weight. My mom said "did you see Raquel?" and I said "yes she looks good" and then she made an other comment which I can't remember now but I do remember that it made me mad and I turned on Raquel I said " Yeah well she is taking weight lost pills and who know what that is doing to her body." Right after the words came out of my mouth I felt disappointed in myself. The fact that I turned on her like that ay what is wrong with me?